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2009-01-22T06:40:00.000-08:00

finally graduated. shall open a new blog soon. ;]
poly years was quite enlightening and also happening.
people i meet, people i forget, people i miss and people i will still contact.
thanks for everything. esp the facilitators!

Bye Old BLOG.

Teck No More Offence.

2009-01-17T06:50:00.000-08:00

my brother,
he just knows what i am going through.
he knows that I am stressed.
he knows what i am thinking of.
he knows how to break it to me.
he knows what my heart just feels.

I love my brother a lot you know.
I am so proud of my brother too.

He just told me,
there is so many PHDs out there in the world, what is to be proud of?

I told him.
I do not care about the many PHDs in the world, but I will care and proud of the only one in my family.

He is such a model to look up to..
My brother.

2009-01-15T23:35:00.001-08:00

there is a way to make a song. Just look through the your friends personal message. ;]

[Stop to love]
there is a hope i keep seeing
but it always fades away.
come back to your old love,
dont speak, just stop and listen.

[bridge]
I'm telling you to put everything on me...
then triple the bet, for one last time...

[chorus]
let's just get together,
and make life better.
stopping down to look at those lights.
there could be nothing better
but stop to loiter with you... wooo.
with all my life..

personal message idea taken from:
myself, matt, kat, fred, adria, brian, christine, kevin.

2009-01-15T08:37:00.000-08:00

What have i done recently?

Firstly, I am on a healthy diet. Actually, it is just because i like honeydew and in order not to spend more money on decent meals, i convert to fruits which is cheaper! ;]

Secondly, I am playing a game call Rock Legends! on facebook! It can really kill time and help me get all excited and jumpy. I scold the screen a couple of times in class thought, but everyone thought it was fine, i was indeed that crazy these days.

Thirdly, the bruise on my hand is almost gone! Quite happy because it really does look like birthmark and I do not like it on my hand. LOL.

Fourthly, doing additional writings on the scripts to remind my role. I know I have to work hard as a newcomer and I will. Soon will be reunion point is everyone ready? Thank cute kenneth also. ;]

Fifthly, I'm still waiting for the army letter to check on my heart. When i thought i was bad going into PES D and a specialist checkup, Fred was worse. Hey dude, take care alright! I bet will we go somewhere identical if this carry on.

Sixthly, saving money. I have been on the stingy side recently, very reluctant to spend. Although I can spend. I do not know how long this can keep up, the urge of buying is killing me (and most of the time is because i want to eat. lol)

Seventhly, I just got informed that, i need to comb my hair or my BANGS will go weird. Hmmmm.....

Eightly, I just completed my eportfolio, everyone can go take a look here.
http://sit.rp.edu.sg/61699/Portfolio/
I know it not very well done, but at least i did it! ;]

Ninthly, new year is coming and brother is returning home! It is such a happy feeling you know, seeing my brother again. My relationship with my brother was never tainted and that is something i really proud of. I love my brother. (:

Tenthly or lastly. School is ending, my job is starting, my vocal exam nearing and pinnacle filmings. I want to do well in everyone of them.

School ending means graduation night and i got the idea of what to wear already.

Job starting means that i need to go to the job training and begin to love my job! I believe i will, definately.

Vocal exam means, i need to get my song right and sing to many people! Will you people be my audience?

Pinnacle means, catch it on www.thechangingpoint.blogspot.com soon! :)

2009-01-12T06:45:00.000-08:00

Today is the release date for O levels! I sent 2 very effective sms to 2 different people, and hopefully they really did get the results they want. Time to pick where to go next, make the right choice and fast forward to your future kay! ;]

I remembered last time when i was getting my result, the first line of the slip was English - D7. WHAT A HORRIBLE FEELING. My heart sank.(but actually, the rest not bad la, B3 and B4.) It's nice to know that someone i know is OVERJOYED about her results. Woohoo! Proud of you. (:

anyway, i quited dance and piano. Focusing on filming and vocal. Xueling says, the song i picked was not bad, actually quite difficult but i need to work on sustaining the tones. HEHE. 我还想她.

2009-01-10T23:08:00.000-08:00

no letter with regards to NS yet. damn.

when I actually say irritating or termed 'bad' things in your face there is always several understanding behind it:

I hate you (obviously)
Believe that you understand. (knowing that you can take it, and hope for 4. point to happen)
Trying to be funny. (In this case i wont say in a serious tone then)
Know you will change. (faith/sixth sense i believe?)

Probably i should really tell you when i feel that it is wrong and not only follow when others say it.

Reminder for myself: Meet up my friends soon. ;]

*feeling quite irritated for not performing well.
damn.

2009-01-08T07:46:00.000-08:00

Really Considered to be the BEST EVER PHOTO YET MAN!

Wasup People we are on top of the world!

Spread our arms, we are going to fly!

Wooo ha! Everyone it's our time now!

The four newest in Pinnacle!

I bet you all cannot see probably right!
hehe See us monkeying around! Woohoo!

Ken is sooooo hilarious!

the girls helping themselves!

the 2 old monkey. lol

Mr Big monkey and wife. LOL

hehe. Life with pinnaclian are filled with all the nonsense you can ever get.

Sometimes, everyone should lighten up, and try something different.
Do a different taunt, make a silly pose, say some weird phrases.
everyday is a new day to start with.
every night is a ending to think about.
evaluate, think, laugh about all of your actions today.
remember, try, figure out what else we should do tomorrow.

Today when to CMPB to have my body check up.
Well, the results is quite irritating.
I went PES ---> D.
Heart problem they say?
Not really sure should be worried anot.

Life too short to frown,
too long to keep doing one thing.

if one day, you were to be given 1 million to spend it one 1 thing or do one thing.
what will it be?
i will like go to every beautiful beach in the world.
The sun,
the sand,
the water,
the breeze,
the waves.

2009-01-07T08:54:00.000-08:00

Vionna rocks!(cause she always uploads all the pictures. woohoo! But i dint see the treetops one around! why!)

Our miniature gathering of family photos:

Formal Photo

My wife is a gangster photo

intimate photo

The scare photo

Be Ourselves photo! (look at Bii. lol)

the next around will be the random group photos!

Hands right up, we are the PINNACLES!

Snacks anyone?
At the flyer with bubbles!
Youth park Baby!
Youths at posing
AH MI TOU FU!
Guess the biggest butt contest!
Style @ M&Ms
School photo!
Stand where you like, do what you like photo!
My Fabulous Pictures:
Nice right! Woohoo!

2009-01-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

Some things to blog about today:

Revival of iPod mini.
I know there is nothing great about a 5-year-old pink IPod mini. However, it was my only mp3 and it fell to its grave like 3 years ago, but the recent attempt to bring it back to life! Now, I can listen to more than 400 songs on the train! I hope that it will stay alive long enough this time!

Random Steamboat
We had this very random steamboat that day at Sean’s. Although I was not high about it, but I can see Vionna and Candy really give it their best to make it a success! Appreciate the effort, and thus helped in cleaning up and doing a very retarded video. Thus there you go!

Current Feeling
Thinking too much does not help in any way, unless it actually happens then you worry about it. Relationship still lingers around my mind, but I have this big mental blockage that I can never get surpass . Oh well, that is the feeling of seeing couples on the road doing their sweet little things.

Apart from that, I do really agree with xh, going out so much with pinnacles, if stop for a while, it will be weird. Also, like Sean said, ever since I went into pinnacle, the number of photos I took these 3 months = the number of photos I took from in was born until poly.

2009-01-03T08:19:00.000-08:00

hehe there is just too much photos to tag about. just show you some of the highlights then!

Random Meeting at BoonLay! Enjoyed the Thai Express there with my green curry!

Sleepover at flyer? lol
New year countdown Party! Woohoo!
Meet up with Ah Ge, Yong Ming at Flyers had tons of games. Shall do it at pinnacle Sports day! haha!
Recently swimming trip with seany end us up at Ikea for the fabulous meatballs and fish and chip at a super discounted price! Wooohoo!
Love seany much! lol

Anyway, together got filming and thus we went out again!
Had a really really fun time at flyer among the trees with pictures and at the graiffe!
The scandalous i suppose, had this family photo thing. I quite enjoyed it thought, well Vionna is a good partner, Adria is my blood-related sister, Brian as my brother in law?, Bii and XH as mom and dad.. But Bii is still the comedian in the shots. LOL.
Poor christopher being the only grandPapa! lol. Will upload the pictures soon!

2009-01-01T07:13:00.000-08:00

Goodbyes to 2008,

HERE COMES "TU(2) OH(0) OH(0) NIGHT(9)"!

Like everyone, I have my own new year resolutions as well:

1. Enrolled in SMU at the end of the year.
2. Good through army.
3. Better performance at pinnacle.
4. Improved relationship with close and closer ones.
5. A nicer photo taken before my army hair cut. LOL
6. Work
7. Minimize usage of vulgarities.
8. Stay happy and cheery
9. Do not skip any more lessons after 15th week of school.
10. Exercise and build up body! ;]

Should be all for now. I shall remember and work toward it. Following is my own New Year resolutions. Next for some peoples:

Seany: Whiter and fairer skin (impossible. but just joking.) Hope his dream of being a top-notch scriptwriter will be realized. Keep up sit-ups and slim down! Good Luck army days!

Brian: J1 studies, soccer, girls, and losing those cheeks off the face. Good luck in the filming of the new show as well! Keep being scandalous, handsome and all so sexy in the New Year.

Bii: Actually this person i dunno what to write, but one thing is, keep up talking, joking and all so hilarious actions. You just changed my idea of many things. Still, talk more! lol. Good Luck army days!

Kevin: Pass your driving, stop flirting, keep up your smiles and get a job. REALLY!

Nam Chuim: Pass your driving too! Do not be emotional, think correctly, find someone good to you and hope army days will not push to you to your limits.

Kenneth: Hope I could really hear you shooting down aeroplanes soon, more outings, more fun and games. Oh! I will really like to play a decent match of basketball with you soon! Woohoo!

WeiLong: Mahjong? Lol. Same! More outings, and more fun and games, shall challenge you with another round of FIFA2009. But most importantly, stay pimple-less and shuai!

Adria: As always, our pact stays as it is. Unless lady fate pops up, you should tell me alright? From today experience, seems we can play truth or dare now (soon ok? lol). I hope your O level results will be excellent and whichever road you choose to will be a right one for you! Keep your smiles attached and may the year be good for you!

Shi Ying: I hope you will kill skinship, kill weird laughter, kill "do not link topics". In addition, add more fun, craziness and decent laughter. Oh ya! I hope you find the right prince this year maybe. lol. I HOPE YOUR DAD WILL ALLOW YOU TO SLEEPOVER! LOL.

Vionna: Simply, Sec 5 smooth and good to cope year for you. Hope you will be able to bring yourself through many many bad things in 2008 and welcome all the nicest ever 2009! ;] Apart from that will be curing your pimples and panda eyes, so you wont need any more make up to cover that pretty face!

Xian Huan: AH JIE! I hope we will cure our pimples! Find a good boyfriend maybe (no hints but well, can find one)? A levels grades to be surprisingly good as well, getting into a univeristy of your choice and hopefully we end up somewhere the same! LOL. *cured out of grass and fire.

Candy: Ogre! Sometimes I really admire you because you really don’t take it to your heart, that is a very rare thing you know! I hope you will find a job and also get into RP soon. Follow your heart desires and work towards it. ;]

Vanessa: I hope this year will be a happier one for you, I know things have not been going your way, but I hope you will have the courage and strength to surpass them all! All the best and call if you really need an ear. Thanks for the greetings!

Yeyeng: My almost lover. Seems I have been messaging you a lot these days and thus I shall wish a bit for you as well. Since you also have bad things, as I said, do think of the best things, look forward and stay cheerful. You know my number, text if you shall need an ear as well. ;]

For the rest, not mentioned, dun worry! I wish for all of your new years to hippy and naughty! Enjoy and have fun! ;]

2008-12-30T16:50:00.000-08:00

Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach.

Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.

Just before i leave the year of 2008, i just want to wish all the people i know:

Happy 2009! May all your new year resolutions come true! ;]

2008-12-29T08:38:00.000-08:00

days are fun filled when I am with the pinnacle people! more updates soon siol!

alright just to share with you something i found out and it worked for 2 days already!

Just before you sleep, you tell yourself something ( say it out.)
What i said was "I want to be happy tomorrow and high for all i care."

And when you wake up, you tell yourself something too.
what i said was "Today will be a happy and HIGH-ilious day."

It worked for 2 days already if you all realize...

The brain is like a computer, it can remember bits and pieces of information during the day. But the brain can always remember the first and the last things mention in the whole day. That is why doing those stuff can work to help start the day off for you.

These can also help to start the day right for you. Imagine you telling yourself, "stupid work, stupid school, damn it still need to go. " The day will be a bit affected right? So what are you waiting for? Try it out now!

Jun Liang wants to be kopi-boy.

2008-12-26T00:30:00.000-08:00

YES MAN!

I like the show because it taught me one thing, when there is an opportunity, you do not let it slip by. This relates to how i end up in pinnacle as well. Oh well.

Christmas has been a blast! Seeing plenty of smiles on people face, laughter in every corner and presents that really brings back things we said or been before. Christmas service at Brian's Church was alright, it just brings back memories of secondary school, attending church, listening to phrases of the bible. "For god so loved the world, he gave his one and only son and whoever that believes in him shall not perish, but have eternal life." Haha i still remember this line.

After that, the movie YES MAN. Kept be entertained and laughed at each of the scene and jokes of Jim Carrey, indeed a comedian that shakes people life. Then the dinner at newton, more people joined like shiqi and shiying. After that meal, we went over to Bii's house. Celebration, presents and more singing!

Thanks for everyone that attended my Christmas! hehe! Merry Christmas!

2008-12-23T10:05:00.000-08:00

Today went out with Vionna! Yet again, getting christmas things ready and using our brain juices!

Firstly, went to eat hotpot again! Yummy! I shall visit there again soon, it's like 10 odd per person!
Then shopped for stuff, cracking our heads.
Stop a while for Milk TEA! Woohoo!
Then after break for Oreo Yogurt! Superb!
there is always cam whores with Vionna. lol.
Then took off in her dad car to Bugis to finish up the search.

Hey! look at the time! I worked so hard until now then finished all the things lei! Goodness!

I wish for:
Brian, Adria, Vionna, Sean, Candy, Xian Huan, Jun Horng, WeiLong, Kenneth, Chris, Bii, ShiYing, Shi Qis, Brenda, Yi Gui, Xue Ling, Henry, ZiXing, Kevin, Nam Chuim, Hui Fen, Vivien, Uncle, Yeyeng, Yicong, Evelyn, Larry, Siwei, Joey, Cheryl, Kuan Wei, Vincent, Michelle, Edmund, Novia, Kang Wei, Alex. PYTHONS PEOPLE, Berlin, Chanel, Wei Zhi, Kenneth, Spencer!

A MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-23T08:52:00.000-08:00

As continued!

After those miniature chats, we decided to clear up the table for the super duper nice host of the day BRIAN! ;] clear here and there, and finally settling down. Brian was an excellent host preparing the drinks, the fans, the K, the shirts/towels for some people so thoughtful! 5 star hospitality by Brian, as yip yip hurray! Nights off time, and Sean initiated the game of do not talk! Well he did lose as I was disturbing him with my phone! After that while, some of us got up and started a small discussion of ghostly tales! I was not very good at this because I forget my story, damn! Well, we had to move to the dining table again to avoid disturbing the rest. Therefore, walks up to the dining place were I, Vionna, Adria, Brian and Xian Huan. Telling tales until some weird noise came up like the shattering of cup, thunderous snores, cat’s purr and cars roving by. After being a little crept out ourselves, we moved back to get a good rest. ;]

The morning comes more singing, bathing, brushing teeth, calling of people and the breakfast with chips. Afterwards the head on to some place I forgotten for lunch at long john silvers. The potatoes salad sucked, the fish was ok, the rice was plain, the smiles were on us, the people were readying up for the next event at marina again! ;] Reach back with bathing, packing, washing up, calling, singing in mind thus there we go on the run again! Anyway, we were terribly late, but luckily, we got Sean and Ah Jie doubt anyone can scold us. The dinner was at food junction, and it was nice! I had my laksa, and other had what they ordered. In addition, Qoo did not disappear on the face of the earth! Lol.

Lastly, the final place was the Singapore flyer! The view was marvelous, with the skies, the stars, the wheel, and of cause us! Cam whored, games, chat and soaring with laughter was what happened. Then we head on home, to our fabulous bed and cozy pillows!

2008-12-22T08:22:00.000-08:00

since there are too much photos. i blog first before uploading them.

Saturday got to wake up early for school again, practiced piano - piano lesson - vocal lessons. Vocal lesson was quite tough being the only guy in class, i had to sing alone most of the time. Some things practice was 2 vowels on the Arpeggio and Major 5th. Seems i still need to work on that, to pass my vocal exam, which is February. Then was dance lesson, super fun, learning another 16 steps on the song. I was very dumb always the once with the same leg and hands up, but at least i remember most of the steps now. ;] Then was the super fun part next!

Ran home and prepare more Bee Hoon for the party. Waited for the Vionna's father ride to come and packed all the things in containers before leaving. Thanks for considerate Vionna to help with the food while on my way down. Oh, the trip to Sea Breeze Avenue all instructed by my superb phone's GPS. Thanks again to Vionna’s dad for the ride (just realize I never said it. Goodness. )

Reached fabulous Brian’s house and was welcomed by our team of pinnacles! The fun then begins. Sing on the living room, see people messing up the kitchen (6 girls on 2 pots of ingredients), people on the swing happily chatting away, 2 guys head to head on PSP (hahaha, Weilong and Brian, we shall play again!), people stealing food. That continued until 6 plus where the food is officially open for all to makan!

Then groups formed up for dinner, I was with Adria, Shi Ying I think. Before many come in, like Shiqi, Vionna and Ah Jie. Then the start of the reveal of episode 1 of pinnacle! It was really nice to see the hard work on screen finally. Everyone was engross in the show, I really do think Candy has such a impact, cause her voice and her role! After a long while another group formed up outside the dining area. Seems to be in a deep discussion, what mention was not revealed but I bet soon. Then someone shouted, “OMG! Bii is talking!” That must be quite an excitement. LOL. (For your information, this happened twice. The depressed prince casted such a shadow over your hearts.)

Then after dinner was the game of polar bear! Ok, this I admit really sucks, I am always the first 5 died. On the only time I lasted, was the time I was polar bear! Wee! I won on my first try! Anyway, the game was fun cause you can act, disturb, get killed, get annoyed (after knowing who killed you), get really happy. That dint last long until we all start to cam whore again. Group pictures were taken, then some people started to leave one by one. First time really in touch in Jun Hong, and Yong Ming fun siol.

Soon, in the end, left seany, brian, vionna, adria, xian huan, fred, candy and me! Each doing random stuff like, piano in the humid room, swinging in the night sky, PSP the marvels and bathing. Then when everyone gathers, some people started to show some magic tricks and show the rest how dumb they are to be fooled by it. Afterwards was night talk around the dinner table, where XIAO OGRE comes up, sean’s super dictionary of weird and horrendous jokes exploded, candy’s candied voice, ahjie’s stone drops, vionna’s powdered mask pops, Brian’s hospitality comes out, fred PSP still on, adria’s machine gun, kept going and going until everyone bathed and ready up for sleep.

The rest shall continue later…. LOL nights everyone

2008-12-19T22:45:00.000-08:00

Who else is excited for the party!!! :P

leaving house and updates later!

2008-12-17T10:08:00.000-08:00

2008-12-17T07:55:00.001-08:00

something seems to be in my mind these few days. I cannot really get rid off it. Damn.

Until it is really over, if not i dunno what will happen siol.

I'm going swimming tom, tanning! OH TANNING!

the night skies starred
with the most wonderful delights on earth.
the laughter shrilled,
with the most important people enjoying each presence.
the discussion ceased,
with those people walked off in directions.
the evening ended,
with memories that could last forever.

2008-12-15T22:43:00.000-08:00

time to blog again!

I went over to sean house for home cook dinner from sean! Everything was a little too saltish, but since he really melted from all the cooking, i do really enjoyed it. But before going to sean's house i went to meet up with vionna for hotpot at tiong bahru! haha! Quite nice, for the lunch thingy, but i still wonder about the price. Next time treat seany go eat, when the money got banked into my account or my first pay check. ;] Pictures taken!

something happened today. kind of messed up my good plan, but i do really hope that everything will be fine.. Save save save money! Christmas with a different plan! everyone jiayou! With food, drinks, shows, singing and games, i bet this will be a good week for all of you people! Love you guys to bits! ;]

2008-12-15T21:50:00.000-08:00

time to show you what happen after filming!
group photos!!

This picture makes me look like uncle teck. lol

We even made wishes for 2009! take a looko! ;]

There you go 2 babes:

I love this picture much! not cause of the gays, but the overall of the shot, if not it was a girl.. lol

Trios!

Plenty of smiles and plenty of friend this coming christmas! ;]

Another note.
Remind myself to keep saving or else i will really bankrupt soon.
I'm so happy with friends. ;]

2008-12-13T22:25:00.000-08:00

Inter-relationship with people is downright important. I mean, everyone needs to have friends to have fun, work with or even get mad at. There will not be me in pinnacle if I did not meet Sean in the first place.

I won’t be able to know anyone,
wont be able to shout 'Chest' at someone,
wont be able to shout "HORNET SIOL!!",
wont be able to call a younger one "JIE",
wont be able to learn "NOOB CAKE! I EAT YOU",
wont be able to tap on anyone and say "NOT ME! NOT ME!",
wont be able to sing Adria's favorite "THAM我们同在一起"
wont be able to shout "PRINCESS FIONA",
wont be able to know "VIONNAAAAAA"
wont be able to know filming was just filming. ;]

hey filming become somewhat another part of me, new friends, new places, new experience! The director, without a doubt, is nice (apart from bluffing us here and there, which is idiotic). I haven see him flare up yet. However, I do not think I want him to. Yesterday we eat at some food court; it was like funny everyone eating up everyone's dishes. Maybe only the legacy.fat.boy@hotmail.com did. However, it was true that everyone enjoyed the session together, e.g. the photographing session. I think we took aplenty of pictures and I believe we should come together more often to take more of such pictures!
My wish for the New Year:
Plenty of smiles in everyone faces. ('', )

2008-12-11T20:45:00.000-08:00

My favourite picture IS THIS!(cause i took them. these 2 ;])

realised everyone is together again. ;]

sometimes friends can be such a disappointment. But there will be other friends that makes up the gap. I changed my opinion about another person again. Probably i will talk more to this person in the future, at least that person is not as irritating as i thought it will be.(that person is nice lei!)

Out of the depressed note, filming starts again! I do not know why, but it is just enjoyable. Singing is enjoyable but classes tend to be stress, filming wise could be due to under running, Sean has been really kind. lol.

OK ok! now everyone should go see http://www.thechangingpoint.blogspot.com/
for the latest updates on our show!

2008-12-08T23:07:00.000-08:00

Photos! ;]

2008-12-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

I need to tell you guys everything! However, pictures will be up soon! ;]

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went filming as crew on saturday! Totally fun to learn how to be crew, and also learnt more about our AHjie and also weilong! Wei Long has a super duper ride call the mercy bens. Totally own age. Oh well, apart from that, must really say about the MISS BOSSY, FEARSOME, IMBA acting of hajji. Really la, she can be late for all I care cause she damn zai. lol. Dinner was pathetic settled at 7-11. Totally screwed due to the food in the school are all closed. Then night scene also taught me more about handling the lights. Everyone was worn-out from the shooting but still some of us still got early scenes tom, but luckily, it was pushed to 11am instead. hurray! Oh! Hope to see AHjie soon for her IMBA performance. lol.

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NEXT SUNDAY! My whole day of scenes. Winner Adria was super duper edgy about the 5 lines. However, after declaring the "It's Okay" day, she sort of gotten over it. Yes yes I know you can be better, but, it's okay... lol. Shiying came for the one line of script and also with that dreadful chicken rice. But thanks though, appreciated. Then my scenes were all fun, firstly, talking to Brian which he, only involves 5 words. Me, in turn got tons to remember! lol. Fun thought going around him, but I know it could be better! Then was Adria's, wa, make me so UPCLOSE with Adria I damn shy sia, cause later, 'lol' spam me how? Then was the running upstairs to Brian scene, lastly, the BBALL scene! Quite retarded because I have this massive cramp every time I jump. But I have to do it to speed up the process. PAIN SIA. I like the night out with pinnacles a lot, have another chat with Vionna (whom really has a touch at getting attention from dogs, all of them likes her aplenty. lol), having fun at playground, swinging, Pretender kissing with Adria, uncle ringo with Sean, singing with Brian, president charity show with everyone, lastly camwhores! After sending everyone back, left me, Brian and Fred to stayover at Sean’s. (Sean sister is hot. like really.) We had a snoring competition when we sleep, I nearly cannot get to sleep sia, and lucky I got radio. lol. Wake up damn early for today! Sean was a good host to help me wash clothes, make bed, etc. lol

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TODAY scenes were poor Brian’s wet scene. But it was super duper hilarious and super duper proficient of Brian. Really lei, it was SO chilly, he still went under that tap. I salute you Brian NG. Other events today are very very DAMN FUNNY. Firstly, Ken said that, eating rice in Singapore was illegal. LOL. We got the ascent speaking of “SIA” and when filming for a scene, there is this gargantuan flying bug! It was damn scary cause Bii say if it stings you die immediately. So, when we filming half way, the bug keep disturbing! We were like, “WA! HORNET SIA!”. It is hard to visualize right? Video will be up soon, after Sean has transferred. Then I have dejected scene with depressed prince. Like what Sean said, depressed prince seems more miserable than me. LOL. But it was all well! After filming today, went to JUST NOODLES to eat, and settled down at esplanade to watch performances from kids, they are really, good, over-mature-looking and tall for some of them! Gees, they are only 10 to 14 years old and they are already so good, I bet they are going to be the talents of tomorrow soon.

Finally, now in my room, yearning for my bed so now, good night! ;]

2008-12-05T07:16:00.000-08:00

now learning song:
我还想她 - 林俊杰
now learning piano piece:
我可以 - 蔡旻佑

omg. i cannot practise piano at all. I believe i had to wake up damn early tom to go school to practise before hand or i'll be screwed real bad.

Now learning the song for the vocal exam. It's quite a easy attempt, but i think Xueling will ask me to pick another song. But, i still like the song. ;] So i give it a try!

After that, will be going over to SP for plenty of people's filming! I will go over and help out a bit. Do not know what to help also, but good too see people act it out. Then i could learn more! hehe! Prepare for my script too! Jiayou Tecky.

2008-12-03T21:39:00.000-08:00

Time to update! ;] Had been the gayest in my life taking photos! Omg. Show you what happen:

Ordinary shots
The Neoprint
Sean and me. Let's stop acting. ><

Ok it's great to meet sean again(almost the whole week now. Omg. i believe we are the closest gay friend can get.) Meeting up with vionna and returning her camera, haha she still one sweet girl around! Candy has makeuping before she meet us! haha. Dont worry, no need to make up one la. hahah! Have fun ytd and end off with apple strudel and went back home! ;]

Pictures are moments captured and stored.

2008-11-30T16:49:00.000-08:00

I am so tired! Let's see what happened yesterday!

K garden at searangoon!

Got there first again, at 1pm sharp. After which, Shi Qi - Sean, Bii and Christopher - Shi Ying - Adria - Vionna -Xian Huan - NoobCake Brian - Candy - Fred. LOL. Set off to to K-ing. Everyone sang their songs, finally hearing everyone singing! Let's see, started off with a horrible Shan Hu Hai. Prawn got powerful voice, noobcake got a very nice voice(i dunno why it is just nice), Winner got a very high and sweet voice, horny amazingly have a really controlable voice, Vionna got those high and resounded voice, Bii has a very manly and actually, very attractive voice, too many people haha so i miss you out sorry arh! hahah. oh then sang aplenty of duets with vionna, sean and more i think. Was too darn enjoyable with all those crappings, singings, actings and phototaking! Anyone up for more?

Then dinner! Actually was Chomp Chomp, but, the place was just too packed. So we moveeeeeee to AMK and have steamboat(while i was still super craving for MilkTea). Waited for like so long then the boss see us in. 3 pots of steamboat, and was really unfair. they split the pots in, 4, 2, 5 and left me and ahjie eating 1 pot! Okay la, candlelight dinner? lol. Shown my art of peeling prawns and gave all the prawns to miss prawn(ahjie.lol). We ate and ate until the shop closed, and was 'chased' away. Haha! Then we went separate ways at the MRT! Talk with prawn a bit, haha going to disturb her more. lol.

Picha Aglore!

Duets

Double noobcakes

Brian trying to be scandalous:

ShiYing Performance

Xian Huan! (Missy Prawn)

Brian personal!

Look at them sing!:

Funny Moments:

Group photos! oh oh! :

Going to return the camera to vionna soon! ;]

See you people again soon! Totally enjoyed myself. ;]

2008-11-28T11:02:00.000-08:00

Picture are so edited from vionna's blog! haha. ok Thursday! This is what happen, accompany miss vionna to bugis to get something. While at that, was severely trying to help her save money by telling her that everything she see she got already. lol. In return, i was thank with insane spraying of perfume. LOL. Pretty funny why she sprayed on me, ok, probably cause i aint no man enough. haha! Vionna is super cool can! She told me quite a bit more about her! haha. She is a super nice lady and a super nice voice! Looking forward! haha. I want to open up the Coca Cola soon! Hehe! Meet you up again ok!

This is her!
Food Aglore
Final Pictures before she heads home on the cab! ;]

Today! Went out with brian, bii, kenneth, sean and alwayswinner(adria). lol Went to changi to see transvestite and also ate the those chinese food. lol. Mr sports brian was talking about soccer! Seems we are sporting intellects anyway, it was fun having you around. Then was kenneth! haha, he super funny! Shy boy? I dunno, something in me just doubts him a lot! LOL. Super nice guy and also a super duper nice person to talk to! The rest, well you all should know. Miss Alwayswinner, depressed prince and the horny guy. LOL. We made a big mess of ourselves and also went to fight in the play ground! haha.

The fight between me and adria is not fair! How can i push her down! So not me! lol. But it was quite fun when we were on the round bonucing platform. I'll eat you Brian the noobcake. LOL. Sat down for a while then we took random shots. As follows:

This is at the restaurant or something. Brian and Adria is definately up to something.
Guys!
With adria! haha
My eyes biggger! haha Kenneth is looking good! So is Bii!

Surprised@hotmail.comSSSS

2008-11-25T07:57:00.000-08:00

went out with the.pinnacle.greatest@hotmail.com. Let the pictures do some talking!

Bii & Me

Adria the funny

the kids

Escalator shots

The MacDonald's

they like to do the same action over and over again

At West Coast!
Trip back!
Going Home!

The monkey god and the frog kiss blacks

Sean asked. Did i regret my decision joining pinnacle? Really, i did not. ;] I'm enjoying every bits and pieces of it.

love.those.pinnacles.people.lots@hotmail.com.

oh. Tonight was so fun, so sweaty and sandy day! It's like knowing a new bunch of friends and chilling out all over again! ok. I'll go learn Shan Wu Hai, and sing with adria soon. lol. Oh and 復刻回憶, 敗給你 and much more to sing with vionna. ;]

Sometimes, true enjoyment is just round the corner. You need to seek and find them and you get them! Bouncing away is teck!!!!! ;]

2008-11-24T16:38:00.000-08:00

First week of filming ended!

First day was quite a killer. Tons of cuts and speaking with the filming crew.
Second day was fun, lots of actions and funny scenes. Stuffings in the mouths, slapping, popping of heads, stop and heck cares. Really funny. I even had chance to speak to the rest of the people! Wei Long, Candy, Kenneth, Vionna too! lol. Pinnacle has a group of funny funny people. haha. And not to forget the rest of the crew, Shi Ying, Adria and Brian! ;]

Please visit! http://thechangingpoint.blogspot.com/

Things to note:
1. Slapping is hard.
2. Friends are goooooo(excellent)oooooood.
3. Dont look at the camera!
4. Photoshop are your best friends.

2008-11-22T06:33:00.000-08:00

ok. Let's recap:

1. Listen to instructions.
2. Look at how people act.
3. Do not look at the camera.
4. Stay in the situation in any scenario.
5. Stop! only when the director says.
6. Relax. Calm now. Be yourself.
7. Release yourself, KILL NERVOUS.

Easier said than done! But i know, at same typing it out really gives me a reminder and that will help.

thanks to brian and sean. At least i know, acting aint like singing. ;]

2008-11-21T08:42:00.000-08:00

today! Seems we really got all this planned from the start. Sean cannot even guess what is the cake about! haha.

walkthrough for todays:
1. Bluff sean i got something on.
2. Get Adria and ShiYing to work with me.
3. Find retarded black things for the 'cake'
4. meet Adria and get the 'cakes' ready. (blur one dint even recognize me at the mrt.)
5. put at Just Noodles and await for the final surprise.
6. Met with shiying to set the candles there(totally surprised by the hair cut. Really! )
7. Pretended the durian cake was real.
8. Accidentally left Yann, Shiqi and Fred at Just Noodles (accident, no one saw them. lol)
9. Waited for the Eiffel Tower Bii brought and set off.
10. Ate and prepared for the cake surprise.
11. A sort of loud sing along of Happy Birthday to the weird BLACK cake for sean.
12. Discussion of my Loser-ship. And Adria's Winner-ship, and also Shi Ying's NOOB-SHEET.
13. A debrief at Esplanade, knowing more about each other actually.
14. Left with a wide grin in my face!
15. Prepare for tom! ;]

in order to bluff a as smart one, you need a counterpart, and that's me! ;] Happy birthday horny!

2008-11-20T06:52:00.000-08:00

Today, i had a terrible encounter! But in the end 2 friends, bring me through.

Maybe someone out there is really trying to teach modesty into me.
maybe i have been doing too much for attention.
maybe i should just laid down a bit and stop the brags.

the weather seems so nice.
the smell of rain in the wind.
it washes lots of thoughts off me
it brings a sense of rejuvenation through me.
i run through those thoughts again.
I apprehended.
There is no need to be so conscious.
There is definitely a plan for me.
and this is it.

2008-11-19T00:26:00.003-08:00

Yes! New blog skin! As so specially done by me again!
Favorites for the outing!
Thanks so much for everyone! You all made this a successful one! ;]

Also, my newest and going to be one of the most most most frequent gang soon, TCPians!

seems lacking in some sort, but, i bet there will be more coming. Saturday is soon, i foresee filming, mistakes and tons of laughters here and there!

hehe one of the nicest pictures i caught online:

2008-11-12T08:34:00.000-08:00

Pythons outing is therefore confirmed to be CAMP U' I' Outing. LOL.

Therefore once again. The time is nerfed a bit. PLEASE READ.

hehe! See you guys there!!! ;]

2008-11-08T06:42:00.000-08:00

Caught Forbidden Kingdom,

to me, it was quite funny, cause when the Jade Emperor comes out....
He speaks english. lol

Overall an alright movie.

But one special person caught my eye:

Liu Yi Fei! ;]

Probably because i'm a guy, some parts of her acting really make me feel her bitterness and sadness. Heart melts. Goodness, seems i'm going a bit kukugaga. Oh well. that's my opinion on the movie.

On side notes.

Another stuff like pythons outing is scheduled! 15NOV it is. I need some responses for someone to bring volleyball, frisbee, cards, such. Tag me if you are bringing. I maybe inviting some other Team Leader or council members, hope you dont mind! haha!

Desperate for a job too, waiting for Evelyn to text for the job at ritz carlton, and also hoping T-Shirt Designs will phone me for the interview, or i will have to go bugis to find job. OMG! NEED A JOB. NO INCOME! ><

* I hope this friend of mine is alright kay, lost of a kin is not just ordinary losing of things. I hope you are alright...
* And other that is thinking of relationship, no hard feelings, sometimes, you need to try to know. Or else just make a firm decision, and stick to it. Cheers.

2008-11-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

Just caught Death Race. Darn nice.

It is not just any ordinary racing, it's with weapons, shields and girls/guys. I like the story ending and also the action packed racing. It somehow reminds me of mario kart, but in reality.

The one thing i remember most, is the end where Jason Statham said:

" someone ask me whether it's a the best future for my girl,
no one is perfect, heaven knows, I'm not.
But i love her more than anyone else possibly could.
And the end, That's all that matters.. "

From me,

No one can promise you
a lifetime of peace and wealth.
But one can promise you
the best he could do,
when all he do is to love you
with all he got.

Add ons
Oh! Wanna thank brenda for the sweet she gave me just now! You're just damn sweet can! haha.

2008-11-04T04:16:00.000-08:00

seems like everyone wants their name mentioned? Lol.

Today met up with few of my 17 pythons(not all, some pon class, 2 in a meeting. oh wells.), as well as Chanel and CASEY. Seems Chanel got my message to her, had a great laugh and i bet she had too.

The camp over in a flash,
but flash of them still clouds my mind.
Through all those weird happenings and events
found people that can make such good friends.

though really thought about something else,
but seems my idea still stood strong.
it's a friendship worth the effort,
not desires that can monster me over.

2008-11-03T06:12:00.000-08:00

Hey Club Leaders and Councils! I finding your names already kay! Added in, you're not the guy with specs already.. Ooops!

*AND DEAR BELOVED MOSHI, thanks for all the guidence and BLURRNESS brought to everyone! ;]

Organising outing for the whole pythons is kind of tough, timing need to be made and such. Tell you the truth, my singing class is on 15nov as well! So, need some reshuffling and handling of timings.

Guys 15 Nov, dont put my plane ok! I damn scared later jitao no one go, or too little people go, i malu. lol.

Guys i thinking of making a python sticker on your laptop, whos in? ;]

*missed camp, the screaming, the mess, the people, the claps, the excitement, the waiting. The Pythons.

2008-11-01T04:21:00.000-07:00

I give All my thanks to PYTHONS. Really appreciate all of your support throughout the 3d2n. ;]

Being the Team Leader for the every first time, i'm excited to see my team. I see intelligence, enthusiasm and smiles in them and i really proud of them can! And proud to present,

Vanessa, LipMin, Jesslyn, JK, Andy, Eric
Winson, Phylicia and Ugly Betty.

Vanessa although she couldnt keep up in running, but she always does her best. But come on you always look so down, Smile more and keep going. You are spontaneous and you can do it!

Lipmin just joined second day, the one that told me the Qing Ni Gen Wo Zhe Yang Zhuo. hahaha I will remember it for life. Let's challenge again! I feel a bit of shy shy in you, dunno why! But i know you work for the team too! YAYYE!

Jesslyn the cutesy. Haha the one that wants to donate 5 cm of height to me, she is very appreciated. She voluteered for human bowling kay! So enthu, I love you la! Although she and LipMin come in second day, they both work along side us and become what it is today! Hurray! You are really a bright girl and i wish you all the best in volleyball and in everything you do!

JK you hor starting always missing. then you not missing le, but you also enthu to do human bowling! Smart guy out to help in any situation. Although we dont talk much you are the one that always got my handphone! hahaha or else i bet it will be lost! Thanks man.

Andy my genius, and the one that calls me the buay gan leader. LOL i buay gan la, so what! haha. Smart to think of the clues to our Quest. Links up taco to Cornetto and Tom Yam! Yes you in my Rock list and i will call you in for the next camp you and I.

Eric, my dancer! YES you did a great job learning how to dance, you zai lo. But i ask for voluteer you never come. YOU ASS! haha But you zai, thought of ideas. Always thinking and always with your friends can! haha, glad to have you cause you thought of many solutions for me. ;]

Winson the guy always with me, and help me out. The guy always there first at gatherings, i know i can depend on whenever i need to find him. WINSON WHERE IS YOUR BAG, I WANT TO CHARGE MY PHONE! lol. I bet he will remember this.

Phylicia! My only team member always with bag, and WITH CAMERA! She tries to capture our every stage so it will be remembered! Thanks girl. She also very high, even with yellow paints on her face, she still all well accepted it. You always compliant hot! hahahahaha. But it is really hot. DAMN IT. lol.

Team 17 i LOVE YOU GUYS! ;] Although i quite buay gan and mess up the routes. Sorry arh!

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Actually I took up the half role of House master due to our HM not around most of the time. With that, i also got the support of the PYTHONS. Coming up with the Team cheers, teaching of the mass dance, performing, and not to forget my favorite, 1 python clap. ;]

This camp, really sets me up emotionally. Some parts kind of sad, but i need to remain my HYPER situation in anyway.

Some people work hard, fought hard for the team, while some disappoints.

Well, everything was bluff when i said, points doesn't matter. Being so hyper and so spontaneous, we got the lowest. Damn sad can! But it seems not to bother my pythons, so we still fought till the end, and guess what! We dint hold on the bottom seats! and most of all.......

WE WON MASS DANCE!

oh we won, we won, we won, we won, we won. can't touch me. Na na nana na na na na! Oh ya! ;]

Really and thanks aplenty for the entire camp, TECK give you all 948925738457902345439058 Python claps!

GUYS DO REALLY CHECK YOUR WEBMAIL,
THE OUTING WILL BE HELD ON 15 NOV!

Next is dedicated to the individuals:
SEAN
My partner at singing, toilets and sleep. We depended on each other for the camp and really gives us lots of fun and laughter! The pee on the face joke still keeps me laughing.... XD Thanks for your company and let's work harder for our up coming show!

Yousof and Emily
My house masters that give me lots of ideas, and support. Seems they let me do the job. ;] Thanks for the chances! Emily for being my ever so so so so so so so supportive dance partner.

PYTHON Leaders!
Miss Expensive Bird- Chanel, Silent but funny - Nicholas, Dance and Dance - Steven
Without them, we wont be having our points right? It is through each of their efforts, we get the points! ;] All hail them! From the day we got together, we seem to just click and also, i see all their efforts being a leader. They rock my socks! Our outing must come ok! ;]

Council People!
Such people like Elizabeth, Berlin, Pei En, Anthony, Debbie, Desmond, Collin, Danny, Yiling, Derek, Felicia, Kaile, Jeslisa, and more i dunno the name. and Jieying i met at council room. XD

They work hard for the camp to succeed can! I admire them for their efforts and really will like to work with them again!

Another Team Leaders!
Without them, there wot be competition right? Alouis, Tino, Hui Shan, Rebacca, Brenda and the guy from Sphinx. YES! Thanks, and may we fight again!

*i really enjoyed the camp, and also happy at my final 2 pictures! ;] wakaka. Private joke. Excited at the Outing. Who else is?

2008-10-27T05:07:00.001-07:00

as said, pictures!

Before anything happened,
Food for everyone!

Should i say, the embrassed one, or the fortunate one?
Happy smiles on everyone!

And when the night get longer.... people start to..

The fight of the smaller eyes, to the bigger eyes. Seems we tried our best. lol
THE FINAL WINNER. EDMUND.

LOL THE Fun and great-est time on WALA WALA! Thanks also to her and the band! Unexpected!:

That's all FOLKS! Comments over at tag board.

*p.s Photoshop has been a great great great help. ;p

2008-10-25T18:23:00.000-07:00

been to wala wala!

Dint really know what the place was all about, but it was fun! Actually anything concerning music is fun! Although the genre there wasnt my cup of tea, but the leading singer(Sherlyn i suppose?) was really a loud and dramatic performer. A worth while place to head to if you are with your friends. Oh ya, being a mountain turtle, they taught me how to play the 0, 5, 10 game! It was fun! Pictures will be later i suppose, too much unglam and crazy made picture.

La La lala La La La lala lalalalala la...

It was fun with fishball, the big eye ball and the beach ball. LOL.

Oh! And the I Will Survive version was horrenously funny! lol.

Do read about this maplestory killer. LOL. Comments on it later. ;]

2008-10-21T09:26:00.000-07:00

i just realised. I such a jack of all trades. I tried:

Drawing
Singing
Piano
School Grades
Basketball
Magic

Seems i am doing all these without actually knowing, i am still a master of none. dang.

2008-10-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

let's see. Recently, i have the sudden urge to complete and try out a lot of things. I have been thinking, last year in poly, seems i never get out and make the fullest of it. This year, it's going to be different.

First step, I went out more with my Secondary School friends, and their friends. Making friends is one of the most important things in life, met a lot of them. Like the 2nd Evelyn, Shermain, Novia, and rest of my faithful other friends like Kang Wei, Michelle, Edmund and Yi wen! I want to occupy my time until the army days come! Show some picta!

See how happy i am? lol

Next next! School, joined the Camp U & I, finally get to be a leader to have to lead! I simply LOVE the idea. Ok, this camp is fun due to the number of leader really really fun going, and enjoying instead of massive thinking and planning. I want to make more friends and also get into the Sub committee of the Student Council, it is going to help in my pursue of SMU! Pictures here will be later kay! ;]

Up next is filming, seems i am once again, uncovered to do some filming. And yes! It's a new experience and it is going to be fun! Producer said that the character is just like me so be myself will do.. I bet that character is BIMBO. wakakaka! Filming as stated also will help in my portfolio as well, hehe!

Last but not least my music, piano and dance school, Music Butterflies! Oh going to have yet another shooting for Channel 8 this tuesday! Although i do not know what it is for, but another chance to be in the big screen! It is SOOOOOO going to be great! Other then that, I love to play the piano and dance, My next thing to buy is a piano keyboard $300 to $400 for a good good one! ;]

oh i nearly forget, my shop gang! Kevin, Nam Chuim, Yi Cong and Yeyeng not forgetting the main character, UNCLE ARK!! (coupled with infinity people!). They made my nights more interesting and also added joy into my life! It's like my second family, cousins and all!

Seems a long post, but, it is what i going to have all the way until my army days! I'm going to work hard, play hard, and MAKE TONS OF FRIENDS!! ;]

2008-09-30T18:44:00.000-07:00

So long since i last updated.. Let's recap on things i learn throughout these times.

Friends are just important people. They come in your life, and leave you with details you will remember for life. I'll like to thank every single one of them. This post is dedicated to them. Oh, maybe most of them are not here, due to the fact that I do not have those pictures.

2008-09-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

I just watched American Got Talent.

every time as i watch those shows, every time those talents got appreciated from the audience and judges. Those joys so immensed that it grows tears from your eyes.

I totally understand when you are being appreciated when you do your best. When everyone realise that you did something great and acknowledges you with it.

the joy is just too incomparable.

2008-09-03T05:13:00.000-07:00

life is fulfilling and i am meeting a lot of people now.
I love meeting new people hanging out, know more and understand. Find out what is their achievements, what are their ideas, what things they can impart to me. I mean, even a 3 year old kid can teach you.

I remember this kid telling me:" Cheer up or else every game is boring."

In this game of life, Be happy and smile.

2008-08-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

What Sherlyn told us at the beginning of the lesson is right. She said, you guys after learning singing will find at a certain point you feel like everything you sing just sucked. THIS IS CERTAINLY HAPPENING and I was really really down after the lesson.

But on my way home, i told myself, to go sleep and see what happens. On the bus, i slept awhile, releasing the stress clouding my thoughts. I thought about what Sherlyn said:

You see your brain is like a computer that you feed each day. It doesn't know always know what's real or not unless you tell it.

Words can be empowering.

I can
I love to
I want to
I will
I must
I am

So I CAN, I WILL, I WANT, I LOVE TO SING IT ALL OUT TOM! ;]

Singing need us to enjoy, why do i have to be so stress? Enjoy and Sing my way through! GO CHIN TECK!

2008-08-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

Challenges are what make life interesting;

overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.

there are so many times i failed in life, like in relationships, in school, even at gaining weight(really that failed.). But that many times let me knew of things I should avoid, I should look out for, that that what makes the next step more of a success. Even making friends sometimes tend to be challenging, i mean, they are older than you, so how can i find topic? I believe i should try more, or else the job will be really meaningless.

There are two ways of meeting difficulties:

you alter the difficulties, or you alter yourself to meet them.

Which should i do?

my birthday wish

is to lie on a green field

looking at the horizon and

daydream about the future.

Live like it's the end, smile like no one care.

2008-07-25T02:51:00.000-07:00

A friend told me this:
"Eh Teck, you very optimistic lei”

He told me, if singing was your dream, why dint you leave it as, your dream?

I realised, passion is like fire, when you ignite the flame, and start to build on it, it just get bigger and bigger. Yes, there are times where it will rain, and try to dim your flame, but you can still work on your own. I’m very fortunate to have a bunch of passion flames all around me, my classmates, which will helped me relight and start burning again.

I can remember the scene again where Xueling Lao Shi asked, “Arthur, what you want to be?” My reply was to be a artist. And she asked everyone else, who wants to be an artist, the whole class raised their hands. The urge to say “YES!” came out, I realised, everyone is fighting for their dreams.

If you were to given an opportunity to realise this dream, grasp it, work hard, and try. We have the most, 80 years more to live, try what you can now, then to regret it later.

Everyone has their own talent, their own unique thing, it’s not about whether people realised it or not, or whether it was spoken about. It is about you, being you.

Sing a life of infinite possibilities

2008-07-02T09:08:00.001-07:00

there is always something i always misses out, maybe this is one of it. YAO ZI. Goodness, god knows why i cannot pronounce properly, and my han yu pin ying failed terribly. I'm going to master this. I AM GOING TO!

四是四, 十是十, 四十是四十, 十四是十四.
是十四只石狮子, 不是四十只死狮子.

reading through, i failed completing it smoothly again. Probably because i'm tired, haha or it is just an excuse.

Henry told us a joke. It has pretty funny! haha.

Rest, and work hard tomorrow! ;] Cheers everyone!

2008-06-28T18:10:00.000-07:00

the other day i caught GET SMART! with fen. It's a alright movie to me, the comedy is there but not the HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA continuous kind. But it is all fun!

I super duper sad that i cannot go to school on friday! They must had soooo much fun! My sickening fever just have to gush up to 38 it just PREVENTS ME FROM GOING!

I wonder how will they do a make up lesson? I wonder...

when there is trust, everything is made easier.

2008-06-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

it has been long since i updated! Let's see what happen during these past times.

One most memorable thing is the singing session with my friends! People do sing really well there. It just really make me feel like i'm singing so poorly between them! OH NO. Sometimes when people are better than you, you feel like you are so degraded. I could not sing that well back then, whether is it the voice, or is it me. But i'm sure i'll improve together with them! All the best everyone!

Oh, i feel that the nicest song back then was 崇拜 and 爱的正好. Singers singing those, do recognize yourself cause you are in my book of SINGERS! ;]

jumpy jump jump. Life is going to be a lot busier now ;] You know what i mean.

2008-06-11T20:13:00.000-07:00

i was sleeeeeping so soundly when the mosquito kissed me on my face. bloody hell.

the past is an interesting thing, you seek after it, you hoped for it.
but in the end, the future is not the past.
what happens, is all up to the now, future to decide.

2008-06-09T07:13:00.000-07:00

i know i have to choose again, but i never thought it will be this fast.

questions pops out of my mind so frequently.

"why?"
"how come?"
"Can this really be true?"
"will it end like before?"

sometimes, scared and scarred of the past is killing me.

BUT

every time i woke up, the dream is still the same, it's us holding on tight.
let me be sure, show me you're sure.
actions, do speak louder than words.

2008-06-06T07:00:00.000-07:00

hear hear. ready for mr teck's experience?

ok ok. Firstly right, i caught a movie with nessa on thursday, like so long since my last movie. NARNIA! Reepicheep the mouse is so my favorite!! i'll show his mighty, brave and chivalous face here:

"You guys have no creativity!"

I remember last Narnia was with my gf. oh well.

NEXT NEXT IS TODAY.

I went to class today, actually not that excited. Only like a bit only, a bit ok! My teacher was "雪玲", she really knows how to talk, but she always have me answer the question. IS IT BECAUSE ARTHUR IS A SUPERB NAME? Oh, she taught us how a sound produce from us, and where are the different sounds coming from, how to breathe correctly. I was really not into the theory, and she was really trying to explain. She give us some exercise to do, using the lower part of the body to breathe and the upper part as well. Maybe if you guys are free, i can teach you guys too!

One more thing is when you feel like your throat is dry, you can do something to make saliva wet your throat up. you know your cheeks right, just use your teeth and gently bite the walls of your cheeks there, you will feel more saliva coming out! amazing right!

Oh, to mention, the class has only like less than 8 people. Some where working, some studying, some even going to university. But they do look quite old. lol.

What else. . . . . . . oh right, the teacher was saying we may or maybe get signed for albums for the company, but if we could do well, we can be employed into singing as a career in cafes, or live bands. COOL RIGHT. lol at least for me! Having an audience, giving me the mike, everyone expecting a song for you, just made me feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel alive! ;]

next week assignment is a song.

REALLY. WHAT SONG SHOULD I

CHOOOSEEEE?!?!!?

2008-06-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

share with you something today ;]

Around the corner I have a friend,
in this world that has no end,
yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
and before i know it, a year is gone,
and i never se my old friend faces,
for life is a swift and terrible race,
she knows i like her just as well, as in the days when i rang her bell.
and she rang mine but we were younger then,
and now we are busy, tired men

Tired of playing a foolish game,
tired of trying to make a name,
'Tomorrow" I say! "i will call on her just to show that i'm thinking of her."
but tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
and distance between grows and grows,
around the corner, yet miles away,
a telephone rang and told me she died today.
and that's what we get and deserved in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

*take care and treasure the love you got, received and sent or lose it and it never turns back.

2008-05-31T23:08:00.000-07:00

Update on ytd.

Guess what! Yesterday i play mahjong, I 自摸大三元! First time in history! Hurrayyy!

dun have much to update already though.

there a song in my heart which i want to sing.
to someone special or someone sweet.
i've been waiting, long and long
for this someone to show,
hold and love.

2008-05-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

FYP STATUS: ONGOING
LOVE STATUS: NIL
JOB STATUS: ON GOING
海蝶 STATUS: BEGINNING ON 6 JUNE (CONFIRMED)
HOLIDAY STATUS: BEGINS TODAY!
BBALL STATUS: REACHED THE RING!

I have completed a some of the task i dreamed to do. Everyone could try it too, you never know one day, you find yourself so so close to succeeding!

P.S. fen fen.. Everyone does make mistakes, but some of the times, those mistakes make you stronger and know more of what you look out and want for in the future. ;] Like i said, it's better to know the mistake now, than to not know it at all. Better late than never.

2008-05-27T22:53:00.001-07:00

Hi! MR TECK IS GOING 海蝶!

Course is starting 6 of June!

2008-05-27T09:06:00.001-07:00

The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

2008-05-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
The sun will not shine when it is dark, and the world will end when no one lives at that time.

2. What you want the most now?
My Cinderella.

3. How do you want your everyday to turn out like?
Fun, exciting and ever crowded in the friends like you and me!

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Hate is a big word, I don’t hate, I just feel irritated.

5. When do you wish to die?
When I feel that there is nothing to live for.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, but only when you have the luck to see one. I had saw the most wonderful rainbow during secondary 4. When my clique was around, we stood there and saw the rainbow together.

7. What impossible things u would wish to do?
I want my relationship turn back time and heal, and able to hear, say and feel those “I love you” from her again.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
hopefully, yes.

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to comit suicide?
Eh. I dun think so :/
10. What feeling do you love most?
Being kissed and hugged.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
A lot of attention.

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
When you do not know what else to do, and still something is still failing.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I want to, but not all friendship can be really talking.

14. Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
How about my holidays and Hai Xie to call me up for audition.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My friends and family. My song.

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
A precious someone that can hear me, care for me and ask me “Are you alright?”

17. Do you find life meaningless?
Not really, there is tons of things available to do! I want to SLAMDUNK.

18. Who do you love the most?
My brother! ><

19. What's your latest injury?
A blister on my foot, cause my stupid sandals.

20. Is there a quote you live by?
There is nothing there to frown, just smile!

21.Why will you leave someone you loved?

Cause she told me she dowan to waste my time.

2008-05-25T08:30:00.001-07:00

My present was meant to be a joke. Who knows people still find it very thoughtful? What a weird outcome actually. haha

Oh well love songs really made me think, like again songs like:

1. 其实还爱你
2. 都是你
3. 翅膀
4. 为你写诗

finally,

5. 你要的不是我

goodness gracious, how have i enjoyed singing those 4 songs when i was in LOVE. Now, who could i sing to?

Now, 洋葱 keep circling my mind.
期待你的爱 was a show we had enjoyed, sang, understood, discussed.
就是我 was something you kept asking to sing over and over.
最后一次, has a been a song shared with during those first first BBQs.
唯一, was the first song i ever sang to you.
爱爱爱, was the song you want me to enter the competition with.
只对你有感觉, was the song we sang along on the bus.
我爱坏人, was the song then you send me saying what you feel.
我可以, was the first song you asked me to learn.
越爱越难过, was the last song you sent.

2008-05-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

Today i saw you again! omg can. Oh well people say, asking is no big a difference, there is no harm done, nor there is much benefits. But to me, it is just too out of the ordinary. I had this big big barrier in my mind, so big, i could not find the will to do so. Probably, i should stay the way it was, lose some affection at least! Blooody helllll.

PSP is a fun device you know, having a score lead of Barca 7 - 0 to Real Madrid is a total success! haha. Now big issue on my list is Final Year Project, come on, i'm going to score on the IFRAME-ED SHOPPING - CATALOG CART!

This is like the latest NewUrbanMale bag. Totally a distinction that it is a male product, so spermy. lol

2008-05-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

it really impacted my life after everything is different. I never quite see what happen to you after i left. Maybe you dont like to type it out, or simply put, not much different. I saw someone's blog, they say,

旧情人问好
比陌生人问好,
更尴尬.

maybe it is, cause still a bit weird. but somehow have to get used to it. I'm not denying the fact that, i dun really like to be that awkward, but it's just weird that now we are just nobodies' business.

I'm window shopping, any guys want to tag around? We can pick up a few different prices if we want to. Interested? Phone up!

SHIYUN COME VIEW MY BLOG ZOMG.

making my retardness work!

2008-05-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

i like window shopping.
shop, shop.
but you will never know what i am shopping for!
*shh.. michelle dun say.

2008-05-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

我听见天空叫我加油.

我感觉星星叫我微笑.
我知道大家好关心我.
我也放下对你的希望,
迈向以后的一切一切.

好咯.
我会记住你的话.
不要再叫我做什么
我也不会为你做傻事了.
现在, 连你的笑也有了不同的意义.

虽然不是我们要的结局,
但也有过美好的过去.

2008-05-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

You remember this day?

a picture speaks a thousand words.

2008-05-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

不舍得, 就是分开后,
还在想买东西给你.
不舍得, 就是分开后,
还在熟悉的地方,停留,想起回忆.
不舍得, 就是分开后,
走在路上, 发现, 手依然还是空荡荡的.
不舍得, 就是分开后,
不知不觉的伤心, 不停地叫自己忘记.

不舍得, 但有人舍得了.

这是我换了新的blogskin的第一个留言. 如果你也有分离的经验, 你就会有和我一样的感觉. 看不开的我, 还在这迷宫里饶啊,饶啊饶.

2008-05-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

i'm going to change a new blogskin. this one is getting irritating.

oh. Yicong had his photo taken, and we had lots of idea for the 'funeral'. Seems everyone can get involve in some parts! haha. I bet everyone will be laughing like mad cow disease.

Today is a social gathering almost everyone is there. Let's see, there is Yi Cong, Kevin, Aderline, Nam Chuim, Chin Teck, Zhi Wei, Si Liang, Yeyeng. I wonder many years down the road, if we could get together, will the jokes still the same? Things are so sudden, people can change, from a certain point next to the other. From close to distant, from familiar to awkward many things can change and this is all the power of feelings. Quite frustrating isn't it?

Everyone has their each and every way of living, there is no reporting to who or going to where. There is no need to be constantly telling yourself, reminding yourself of something if it isn't important or if it isn't what you want. There isn't a need to say 'i duno' cause you never can make your mind up.

But there is a need to realise, you are the maker of your life.
If you got any hopes, put it on yourself.
Hopes on others could never be fulfilled.
but hopes on yourself, you will definitely try to fulfill.

2008-05-03T18:37:00.000-07:00

just bought my new shoes and a polo tee. My leg is filled with scratches by my shoe, next time i'll remind myself to wear longer socks or suffer.

I flipped out my closet, and finally found my long lost cap. Sweet. Going low profile now, so cap is so needed, also when i sleep on the train, cap can cover my disgusting face.

I need a new cap, where can i buy one niceee one? ><

2008-05-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

love is like a kite.
you will feel all tied down,
but you can still be happy flying inside. ^^

without you,
free up a little time,
loosen some memories.
drawn down my obsession.
but built up a mess in my heart.

I'm done! ><

2008-05-02T03:32:00.000-07:00

I've just waste my trip, it was my long long weekend from wednesday to sunday but the Test spoiled it.

I have been thinking! I will be more cheeky now! I see my pack of stars still lying there. Wondering will you still want it or not. oh wells. troublesome!

2008-04-30T20:58:00.000-07:00

i really do not know what to blog about recently.

Most of the things i blog seems to be very irrelevant, or it is a moment of nonsense.

Every time i know of something i will care, unless i dint know, i wont know, i wont care. Sometimes i'm so wondering about what on earth am i hoping. Anyway, there is not much change since that incident, school and everything, it's getting stale, and boring will come soon.

Let me know of a hope.
that will show me your hope.
If not just let me know of despair.
that bring me into despair.

2008-04-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

i just want to say, maybe the situation is still ok.

I still hope for a sweet relationship. But too tired to start one, too late to wait. I not sure what i trying to do also. Today even msn is playing a trick on me, fen's nick is the very long ago one. Made me thought of those times, oh well, some things just cannot be back to the way it was. At least now i realise, the reason why we broke up.

obmusicforest, i'm going to the audition soon! >< pass me pass me pass me! HAHA. Actually one of the reason i took up music is because of you. This somehow lost the meaning, but I will still show you. ok? ^^

even it is playing a trick on me
is it wrong to try to stop?
or is it trying to make me sad
probably just making my mind swirl again.

2008-04-23T21:52:00.000-07:00

No need to say sorry fen, that point of time, i bet your mind is already made up. Our time passed, so dun worry about.

In any relationship, it's good to forget the past, and accept the future. If you kept thinking about the past, what she did, what she dint, you wont move on.

maybe i just want attention.
i'm sick of having to do everything myself and have nothing mine.

2008-04-23T02:29:00.000-07:00

fate shall decide the future. I know there something in store for me. I know hard work should be paid off, but maybe not now. ><

sorry, just really caught up when i saw that, you took your ring off before we broke up, maybe you are already prepared. >< smiles.

2008-04-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

i remember it started off with a simple gesture of holding hands.

many many people told me, i'm the silliest person in the world. But what i did today, i because i believe in a hope that no want sees. In your eyes, i could be the one that fulfills your wishes, i hope i stay the one.

maybe it is an expected outcome, but i bet you went through a lot too. I too, went through a lot. If there is a chance we can patch, i bet by that time you will be different. By that time, you realised who you love. It may not be me, but it could be someone you really cherish and treasure and you will know by showing it out to him.

Those hope hang around your neck, mine is in my heart. ;]

a sudden together,
a sudden break.
a sudden lost of what to do next.

2008-04-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

seeing your happy faces all over your blog, i see you can really very happy with your life.

it doesnt matter whether or not i am in your life a not. I can see you can be very happy without me.

that could be so true. I never see those smiles anymore, when you are around.

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

2008-04-19T01:21:00.000-07:00

i just want to type out how i feel.

everytime i read your sms, or blog entry, it just seems that you just want to break up.
but everything i think deeper, maybe you still want us together.
i believe you think that you have done a lot to hurt me. I never doubt that, but do not keep apologizing, but instead, tell me how you really feels.
I want you by my side, but many a times you are just at your friends, at work, at home, at many many different places. I feel so neglected sometimes. I sms, i chat with you online, your tone, your replies, does not really make me feel better. Went out these times, i see no participation, i feel no kiss, i get no hugs. It is like you telling me let's go faster, eat faster, so i can go find my friends later. I have school, i cannot accompany you, i cannot spend more time with you. I cannot fix anything if i cannot see you at all. How can you feel me, when you dint even see, touch or hear me?

BUT The thing that made me all sad is the fact that, after this 1 and a half years, you tell me, you are telling me you dunno whether you still love me.

I know you are busy, i know you dont like replying, i know you have attitude, i know i know.
Sometimes all i want is just your attention, your care, your warmth, your kiss.

I feel that your feelings is not due recently, it's there for quite long, cause you stopped many many many things are had done, and leave it until it's now a empty shell. I want to know, i really do, if you still want me or leave me?

If me around do not say break up again, maybe we lived in different situations, we can still try together, harder.

If your keep thinking you want to leave me, just do it.

2008-04-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

i believe you always try to think what is best for me.
yes you do.

2008-04-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

oh well, it took place. Never knew it will become this way. I think environment does their part. We are living in greatly different environment now. Communicating became so little, even if i try to make an effort. I hoping for the best, preparing the worst. I could not see where this could head to right now. I bet, nothing could be more important now. =(

2008-04-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

today hor like super busy lidat.

2pm lidat changed. go out liao. met up with edmund first, we said we did not see each other at all as we were back facing each other, how to meet lidat.

then when arcade! It seems so long i have never been there to play. Racing, shooting games and of cause my favourite shooting hoop game. Like fun har! Oh yes and there is this game, need to push the opponent one, 2 players de. VERY FUN can. I was playing with vana, then i lose still in the end. WALAO EH.

After which movie was on 940. ROUGE CROCODILE. thanks to michelle, it was a very boring show. Same like the rest. 1 super duper huge crocodile then nothing else. The cinema was empty, but the atomsphere is different, bunch of friends gather watching a movie is indeed real boring, apart from some LOUD discussions about the lame movie. LOL.

CROCODILE HAS A BAD and STINKY MOUTH. lol.

Left finally, then afraid no last bus home sia. Lucky, heaven on my side, there is still 1! haha trip back home and sat down here to type type. I just remembered, today like no photos lei. haha.

in life, we missed alot,
but we gain alot as well.
the way to be happy is to stop thinking too much.

2008-04-11T23:05:00.000-07:00

I hereby publish my journey today, to those of you interested.

woke up. totally reluctant.

used the computer. really boring.

going down now. hoping for excitement.

going out with friend. making full use of my time.

There is nothing much to hold on to.
maybe i just frayed from the happy path.

2008-04-11T08:59:00.000-07:00

needs and wants of life.
You want but you dont need.
I want to be happy. Or i need to be happy?

helped out today. having fun with them. Three musketeers really does cheer me up.

found out that my life revolves around more things. no point focusing on one.

found out that color-me-tones is a want. NOT a NEED.

Found out that I'm also a want. NOT A NEED.

I begin to pray every night. the same prayer, the same birthday wish.

2008-04-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

this PNGGG LO♥ES that FEN

.(full stop)

2008-04-09T22:21:00.001-07:00

i dint know what to do.

2008-04-09T07:03:00.000-07:00

when the going get tough, the tough gets going.

time is not the factor, it's the mind that get things going. If you think you want you will give the time, if you think you dowan, you got time also nothing happens.

If everyone is right, and everything is going to alright, I dunno what i am still wondering about.
If i step the wrong step, done the wrong thing, I dunno how can i change anything any more.
If I just stay here i am, be what i am, i dunno how on earth is this going to change anything.
With me, so stuck in the situation, i could only tell myself, "i hope that i can go through."

animals can be men's best friend.

2008-04-08T08:31:00.001-07:00

tonight, i feel so bliss that i found something i'm missing.
Just a nice, quite and lovely night at dinner.
I daydream, and i thought about how long this can continue?
How long will relationship continue?
Can I stop this moment and let it stay forever?
I'm happy but I'm sad. Cause it just ended.

It was a great 1 and a half year celebration. It WAS. =)
what can our future hold?
Let's see..

2008-04-07T08:26:00.000-07:00

ME + YOUR LIFE = CAN?

2008-04-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

i want to do my best, pick up pace. Have EVERYONE regret they meet me! haha.

i'm running on a marathon, trying to stay on track, towards the goal that still far away, i'll climb as long as i will!

today, is a hands shaking, face boiling and fun laughing day. +) I told myself, there is no point to love if you dont give it your best. Bounce Bounce, i hope i can live with all those valentines days! =)

2008-04-05T08:42:00.000-07:00

fen's sister is sick and Fen is taking care of her. So nice right. +)

woke up early to meet michelle and vana. Had this weird girl that want to show off in front of me, i know you notice my good looks but no need show off ma. Then went to michelle house, relax and learnt the game of bridge. It's quite fun, thinking that you sometimes just guess your wrong partner. alamak! Michelle's Mom and Dad are super hip can.. haha.

although rain dampens our mood but luckily prayers help the clouds to scatter and sun came! =)

BBQ awhile then more people came, like michelle twin(really doesnt look alike) sister. One is round, the other *(dunno what shape.lol) ok. Both are pretty in their own ways(michelle you sure happy lidat. lol) Left early and ended the day.

Efforts are like a water bottle.
everytime you give out efforts,
the bottle gets lighter.
Eventually it will be empty.

but if someone drinks your efforts,
they appreciate and will refill you.
that's when more effort will be put in.

2008-04-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

seriously. sometimes i really think we drift too far apart this time. There seems to be something that is caught in the middle. Oh my oh my, i hope it is just me thinking too much again!

was kind of fed up when people say feelings fade, how on earth do they do that? You do not commit enough to the relationship? I dunno, today he told me it was like, the situation so familiar..

slept late, woke up early. slept late woke up early. sometimes i just need to put in a little more effort, i can hear your voice. I love you. =)

2008-04-02T07:22:00.000-07:00

i'm an attention seeker. but i do not get the attention i want. LOUSY ATTENTION SEEKER.

i always thought it was fine.
i give it up i said it's alright.
life never gave me the right sign.
maybe it is just karma, that i had to resign.

i want to smile
and never frown.
to those happy moments
that's so profound.
build up those moments again
i like to say,
but maybe it is just not time.
or it could never be again.

2008-04-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

when you cannot control.
you can scold, nag, keep quiet, tolerate and even break down.
but in the end,
you still got to live with it.

i like said, there is a certain chance personality will change, whether for the better or worst, we only know when the change arrives.

I can always live for the bet that one day, you will be perfect.
I can also live with the bet that, you can never be perfect.
But, either of those will change my love for you. =)

If i can change one thing, i will rather change myself to be even more understanding,
than forcing you to change yourself.

Changing means tolerating every single thing you want to change.
It's a painful journey. =)

2008-03-31T09:31:00.000-07:00

Let's see, today, i cooked my own rice!

Fried rice, simply retarded cooking it in the end, guess what! I forgotten to add seasonings. Okay. Lucky the ingredients got taste or else sure gone case.

Working with King is alright what? I wonder why people dun like to work with him, he is chatty and really funny! Oh, why does Pauline want to know ah Wei lei? Weird. Vivien requested to go to makan Adam soon, I believe i can do that. Can anyone else? =p

Next stop: My hairdresser!

2008-03-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

super tired. slept late last night and the need to wake up at 630 to bball.

oh well, worth it.

Working straight till tuesday, i think it should be alright still thinking about the event on saturday, which doesn't seem to tempt me. I'm a little thrifty right now, cause i am think of saving up much money first, haha, so i doubt my singing course will start soon. Oh well, i'm think i better be wel prepared or else later I cannot pay up how? Save save a bit. I need to have at least 200 this month leave until i get my pay next month! My target!

Nothing beats the sane smiles to yourself when you thought of your love one. =)

2008-03-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

I am hungggry.

went out to prayers today, oh well, it was a bright sunny day. So not the regular raining day this time around. As most of the time we go Guang Ming Shan sure rain de. But in the end, it still rained! haha. Seems so coincidental!

I haben eat much since the morning apart from hor fun at night. wlao i still hungry.

my baby went out today to visit jasper's lil daughter! haha.

I'm happy with my girl =)